So, how’s 2019 so far?

I haven’t written in awhile. Mostly because I have no idea what I’m doing with my life. Honestly speaking. I actually thought I haven’t written since CRA but I did in November, which kinda sounded like a new year’s resolution already so Imma leave it at that.

For the most of 2018, it has been pretty stagnant, lotsa hustling in every aspect of my life. I feel burnt out and tired. I still do. I took a short break at the end of 2018, but I don’t really know how I feel about it. I wrote the CRA article and it went viral, and I discovered a lot of perspectives which I have previously been blind to.

I started off 2019 with a short work trip to KL. Fell sick on the last day, rested well for two days. Things have only been going downhill since 2019, but I have faith it will pick up.

Enough of negativity in 2018. Remember that positivity breeds positivity.

In 2019, I will love more, give more, and accept everything. I will embrace things I was foreign to.

I haven’t been writing lately because I’m starting to realise that I don’t know relationships as well as I thought I did. I’ve been writing about relationships for a few years now, and that breeds confidence. Too much confidence. I felt like I knew what I was doing. I felt like I knew how to manage everything. I thought I’d be good at this. But during the last few months, I started to realise I have no clue. I am back to square one, and I may just have been wrong all this while.

I feel like I have to get myself together before I start writing again. Fingers crossed.

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